22nd August 2009

This date, marks the beginning of a new chapter in Our lives...

It kinda still feels like a dream at times.. being able to hold you close, and tell you how i feel..

May God bless this relationship, steer us the right way, and together, build a strong unbreakable chord of three strands.. Amen! =)

Telepathy this to You..

Brecon - Talybont on Usk

Only You can give me peace..

The feeling of uneasiness fills my spine this morning.. the whole family will be going off back Home after 3 weeks.. It is just so hard to say goodbye once more. just the thought of it hurts so deeply, i don't think i can pull my tears back for long..

Papa, being always so protective and supportive in all i do.. you've been working so hard, making risky decisions, stressing yourself, just to make sure that we never have to worry about what and how we spend.. urging me to stay on here even though i can see that he would love to see me back home as soon as it permits. sacrifices are to be made, for my future..

Mummy, always there to provide me with everything i need, pampering me with so much love that i constantly overlook and take for granted.

Lip Ee, never seems to be anything that can bother him more than half a day. always carefree, and striving for a challenge. study hard and focus, pull your confidence back up after these falls.

Lip Hyean, the 'baby' of the family, not so small anymore.. so sorry that i have been harsh to you frequently, and i know i shouldn't anymore. you have your own ways of doing things, and i must accept and support you, instead of trying to change you to how i see best fits. i have always been proud of you, keep it up, not let the words of others discourage you. be confident!

I love you all so much, just don't know how to express myself.. looking sooo bitter most of the time, i will change.. to be cheerful child of God, full of joy!

I miss you..

Gracie....

sorry i haven't had time for you these weeks.. will get back to you in a few days time k? =)

be patient and wait for me!

Decisions..

I do feel i make many stupid decisions many times.. again and again, it's like i never learn from past mistakes... really am disappointed with myself, what are my priorities? It's like I am always unsure of them...

Dear Lord, only you can hold and my hand, and guide me towards the right path, the path You want me to go. 

last exams..

15th May, 1300 - Environmental Hydraulics

19th May, 1300 - Continuum Solid Mechanics

21st May , 0900 - Concrete Materials and Structures

and i'll be a free man.. =)

Shattered..

in to pieces.. i shouldn't feel this way.. but i am.. and i can't help it..

pick me up Lord....

Life so far..

has been quite tiring.. especially last week. got my final year project out of the way.. bought a new camera... played in a badminton tournament.. and.. now just plain tired with the weather.. Dear Lord, let it shine...! 

just a little part of what i've been working on.. 

It's been a while

have you been well?

the thought of your smile

the sound of your voice

i wish i were there.. 

I try to turn away 

to go another path

nothing seems easy

please guide me Lord..

what should i do?

If only you would say..

I need you..

If only you would say..

I want you.. 

If only you would say..

come back to me..

If only you would say..

I love you..

Kotaro Oshio - You are the Hero

just a nice relaxing song i've been listening to while studying..

Exams!

First paper is on monday.

I've got 4 papers this time. on 12th, 14th, 16th and 20th ! 

remember me and the others that are having exams around this time of the year as well ;) 

will.. err.. try to sort this blog out when i have the time.  =) happy holidays to the rest of you.